I am a train wreck! I am loseing it as of lates maybe its the stress at work or to much on my plate or what I dunno. I walked out at church from doing the multi media I was pissed off hurt and wanted to strangle the kid who wants to take over. I hate the way I am feeling and dont know how to snap out of it.

Ripped of again!

Man I am so tired of getting ripped off. So Ariel's Ipod is gone I knew it when I didn't see her cruising around with it plugged in. Some creep steels it out of her backpack at rehearsals which sucks. Doing the play was such a cool thing for her to do, then some punk gotta mess up the nice memory of it by stealing her Ipod. People suck! Man I am tiring to love people love live. I just wish some thing nice might come our way. I am making a cool video I thought of for the service Sunday I hope I get it done.

Warning Lunk head Report

I am such a lunk head. I read my friends Marci's blog and its really cool and interesting. I don't even make sense when I write. and I want so much to write well and express my feelings bla bla bla. whata hack I should take some English in school and learn to write. So I am tiring to be joyful and full of the spirit but I still keep getting bummed out. I had to go to the doctor because I got something messed up in my eye and they weigh me and that contest I am in with my sisters to see who lost the most weight, well I have gained 24 pounds nice work huh.

And the e hamony ya natta nothing I suck no one wants and old bald fat dude like me. but these things arent supposed to be bothering me I'm suppose to be fixing my eyes toward Jesus seek e first the kingdom then all else will come well I am tring as usally not doing such a good job.